I'm Depress

Arggghhh , I'm having too much pressure lately. My life turns more miserable, more complicated and more burden with those unsolved problems each days . For sake God , I'm dying here . No one understand what I'm really going through now and no one will . I don't know how long will I can stand to be like this and pretending everything was fine and okey . Yes, you just saw a girl that very happy , fun and really active but deep inside her there's a lot of thrones and fire that taking her heart and soul away from her . I'm trying to make everyone around me to be happy but I'm just not strong enough . I thought I was but . . hmm . . Instead of being satisfy , I get more and more hatred .

Not enough them, I'm sacrificing myself . I got someone but useless . Crying last night just last for hours then it's back again when I'm realize those problems still clinging there . My fault ? my negligence? my stupidity for being so like-drama-queen ? Seriously, I never been so, so, so stressful as now . Money problem , people's problem , self problem . Arghhh , no one will get it . Can I just die or something to make this things over . Hope there is a change but it's getting worst and worst and worst .

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