Tikam Laju-Laju !

Nampak tajuk atas tuh ? ah, yang itulah tu . Ni hali ah, gua mau calita sama lu suma pasal ini roh-roh y datang sama gua ini pagi . Frust beb! Macam rasa mau tikam benda laju-laju (caution: sesiapa y dkt dgn sy ketika ini adalah dlm keadaan y sgt marabahaya). Argh! Why? Why? Seluas laut Cina Selatan ke dosa sy ni smpai dpt nasib macam ni? Kalu x seluas pun spanjang Sg. Nil? xpun stinggi gunung everest? sebesar bumi ? amboi, metapora buka main . Ok back to business ! Why i'm acting so wild, young and frust today is because of CES2241's mark a.k.a Pengembangan pertanian yang xpernah kembang2 pun FAIL for test 1!
yeah, you know what i mean, 'I'M FAIL' (muka troll) . 



See the highlighted ? 3.21 out of 15 ! ? Fak right? Kalu subject Add maths tak kesah lah, dpt negative pun still blh lompat sini sana but this subject suppose can score more than this . Maybe sy terlalu 'OBER CONPIDENT' kot . Baru tau vee, sapa suru ngegeh keamatan. pfft! I admit soalan dia mmg out of my expection memandangkan sy nih seorg pakar psychology slalu dpt teka soalan apa akan keluar. But, even so soalan dia xlah mcm soalan ADD MATH :( Main goreng pun blh . Dalah sy goreng sedap skit time tuh . ugh!  Dalah, malas nak pikir lagi pasal CES2241 nih . Pasni dtg kelas dia duduk pling depan skali, kalu x ruang, duduk kat lantai depan then buat muka kesian megharap dia ingat pelajar2 y fail subject dia -.- <-- useless

Ok, da habis kes CES2241, skrg beralih ke kes PTPTN di bawah akta penyeksaan pelajar IPTA/IPTS beramai2 y blh membawa hukuman 'Pelajar Mogok, xsokong kerajaan'. Janji palasu nak masukkan duit pelajar kemarin y bertarikh 20hb July 2012 . Ingat nak tgk 1k kat cimb clicks pagi kemarin , then hampeh nampk RM30 dlm bank ! Woi, nak makan nasi babi nih , rindu babiii :( tpi, kmi xberputus asa sbb expecting today duit tuh masuk . Skali cek, IT'S STILL THE SAME! arghhhh >.<  Duit tuh kmorg punya k. dalah bg bunga tinggi, tah2 5 thun dri skrg daun dan akar dia skali muncul.wekk! Lagi bgs xyah masukkan then mansuhkan je semua ni . takya pikir PT lagi .

 Setelah, malam meleter , pgi membebel.  Tuan hakim menjadi penat ! jumpa entry akan dtg y penuh dgn kata-kata emo lagi ye . Bye, gue mok sahor :P

Fixing Printer MP250 - E05 Error

Wahooo, at last my printer back to normal . I never used it for almost 2 sem already because of that damn error thingy ! A thousand claps to my junior who I call her 'Mak Jemah' which trying so hard helping me to fix this printer in the middle of the night with two sleepy eyes. Sorry :3 . Actually, I already give up with this printer and planned just send it off to the repairing store after I got my PTPTN. But yeah, thing seems not really going well with my assignments drifting everyday and the needs of hard copy notes more worsen knowing my test 1 will be around the corner . Thanks God, last night God replied my prayer . My printer functional very well just the cartridge having some nozzle clogged . Nvm, as long as I can print, I'm happy with it .

Ngurasss




I'm Depress



Arggghhh , I'm having too much pressure lately. My life turns more miserable, more complicated and more burden with those unsolved problems each days . For sake God , I'm dying here . No one understand what I'm really going through now and no one will . I don't know how long will I can stand to be like this and pretending everything was fine and okey . Yes, you just saw a girl that very happy , fun and really active but deep inside her there's a lot of thrones and fire that taking her heart and soul away from her . I'm trying to make everyone around me to be happy but I'm just not strong enough . I thought I was but . . hmm . . Instead of being satisfy , I get more and more hatred .

Not enough them, I'm sacrificing myself . I got someone but useless . Crying last night just last for hours then it's back again when I'm realize those problems still clinging there . My fault ? my negligence? my stupidity for being so like-drama-queen ? Seriously, I never been so, so, so stressful as now . Money problem , people's problem , self problem . Arghhh , no one will get it . Can I just die or something to make this things over . Hope there is a change but it's getting worst and worst and worst .

Live Band Music Show Competition 2012

Wah, semakin hari semakin aktif ber-bologing ni . Well, da ada lappy sendiri kan, so anytime and anywhere  can update . Tak susah2 lagi pergi pinjam lappy kawan, tggu mereka smua tido bru dpt main lappy (*oh tedahh) . Ok, sari berita utama , "Live Band Music Show Competition 2012" peringkat daerah Bintulu telah berlangsung pada 30hb June bersamaan dengan hari Sabtu yang lalu . This battle organised by Z studio ( tmpt org jammin slalu kat bandar lama) collaborate with Pejabat Belia dan Sukan Negeri cawangan Bintulu <--- entahlah betul ke tak , sy hentam jak . Y penting 'Belia' tuh ada :P

Show piala luu 
So, of course my band Fabia joined this battle and we've got 1st runner up .  Setiap kali battle mmg slalu 1st runner , lol . Our lucky number maybe ? Syukur juga dpt second, at least we already trying our best bah kan . Gpun sy join bukan target mo menang . sy join sbb mau ENJOY , yerrr . hehe . Juri tuh adalah bagi ulasan selepas da habis perform . Semua comment positive tuk ahli2 band kecuali sy. Comment suara sy x brapa 'power' gitu yerr . haha . (mmg tak power pun, seriously) . Nnt sy perbaiki k kawan :)

Fabia Band

Berita baik juga, those juri invite kmiorg buat show kat Virgo 26hb july nih even dia tau suara sy ada ssh skit mau power :P dia suruh sy cri sorg vokalist tuk tlg sy nyanyi . So, sesiapa y berminat blh lah contact2 sy yerr . Kerja kosong nih . Lagipun tak lama lagi sy da mo chow, at least band sy ni nnt ada pengganti vokalist . So, sapa y free datang lah tgk . Peta virgo tuh kmu cri lah sendiri , haha. sy da malas mo attach kan .

My manager <3 ngee


Last but not least, manager sy sorg nih . Dia pun ada dsna pegi beri sokongan padu kepada kekaseh dia ni .  Semangat alu nanga nya kat diba nun . Asehhhh, hehe . Dia ni lah manger, dia lah tukang gambar, dialah juga tukang sorak kat bawa walaupun tiada org bersorak . hahaha . kadang2 dia y terlebih excited berbanding sy . hehe . Apa2 pun , he is the best . syg nya lokkkkk* Thanks for being so supportive . I'm appreciate it so muchhh . I love you ! 

hopefully next time naik 1 tangga . Amenn , hee . Nnt sy roger2 lagi kalu ada battle . Akhir kata dari sy Maju lah muzik tanah air ke arah komuniti yang sihat walafiat  :D