Long time no Writing

So, I'm start again. I had swear myself to hush a bit with social media since my world war IV with my in laws 2 years ago. Well, maybe I can't cope with that. Felt so lonely for not being able to let out everything in your mind. Its like a sucking parasite sometimes. Not saying there's no one I can share my thought nor my feelings real life but either nobody reach what I want to point out and enjoying it. Even to my husband. Well, nah. He totally no interest at all other than Big Bang and GD. So, I end up here. Again. Screw. Me. Thanks God I still can't handle myself for not posting dissed things on Facebook. Bless me. Vanessa upgraded! Woahoah!

A lot happens in a year. I can't resemble them properly now but critical memories remine on my present time. I can feel my writing literally seems so awkward right now since I just finished the whole episodes of the UNPRETTY RAPSTARS (Korean Reality TV Show) on youtube. Hahaha! Yeah, awkkkkwardddddd. And these sounds of dubstep, techno are clinging in my ears to my head for like FOOOREVVEERRR. I read the top down to this sentence like I was creating a lyrics or rapping or something. Hahah! I just can't understand my state of mind right now. Ok. cool down. Breath in. Breath out. Continue.

Hmmm, so, where should I start first?? hummm, Ahha! Ok. Well, FYI we got our house back! Yeppi! and we already moving in and living independently for 2 months now. Umm, life goods. everything ok. Only the loan part are so tiring. Well, you have to start from ZERO. When I mean zero, it is mean completely empty. No TV, no washing machine, no refrigerator, no sofas, no dining table and bla bla bla bla bla.  And funny event that Danyell end up talking with the white walls behind him. Yup. Its true. Poor him. Pretty lucky business run smoothly that time. So we got our kitchen appliances first as FOOD was a LIFE. Hail for the Foods! Then we bought our beautiful-black-classy-glassy dining table as we ain't done all things on the floor. So yeah, dining table is a must! Then 1 month past we got our 40inch Soooo-Smart TV LG! Checked! Super happy. Our dreams came true. Unfortunately, we really don't have this love connection with Astro so, we leaving it unpaid. Well, I never had the intention to get an Astro one day. These agents came up from nowhere knocking my in laws's door and asking Rex to sign up for registration for free. Who doesn't like FREE thing? So, we got it for free and we didn't use till we move in to our house and the bills getting up then, its time for us to just dump this thing. As a businessman/woman, especially in this era, Internet was a like a kidney. When you don't have a kidney your body hard to function well. We seriously hate mobile quota. This f***ing money eater doesn't deserve to live! So, we sign up for TM Streamxy and we got free installation after that. Rex really do got a lot of friends hahaha!So we got our superb internet and have infinite excess every programs we liked through our sooo-smart tv and PROBLEM SOLVED!

But, we still need few things crucial in our home. Refrigerator and washing machine. Both things really made us struggles so so hard. Hummm, Its ok. Don't have to rush. Who knows our God put some refrigerator and washing machine rains someday. Hell yeah, world gonna be like in the Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs Movie (1 of my sons fav movies!). I already imagine how the monster refrigerator gonna be looks like. REFRIDGERATORUSS the long lost Dino machine. Roaarrrr!!! *chuckles yeah right. hahaha. Hurmm, Talking about how sleeping at night. Well, we seems comfortable sleeping on the living room for now. Sleep with TV's on was a relaxing thing and a way to make you shock seeing your bills at the end of month later on. But satisfying that our tv is a five star eco-friendly tv and it consume small amount of electricity. Soo-smart TV right? We haven't pay any electricity bills since we move in. Cool huh? hehe

Ok. I'll have to pause for now. My writing excessive as my eyes feeling a bit tired. so please excuse me. I think I need a pillow right now. =)