Actually I want to share some of my excitement and happy moment for the past 3 months since I last updated this blog but unfortunately, I found something that really made me pissed off and felt so unfair .
"God, please make me right and sorry for hating them"
Okey, it's fine if you guys hate me but please don't hate "him" because of me . And 1 more thing I don't even understand why you guys really hate that much !? You call me a slut, thief, a gold-digger, a liar, a "kafir" . Blaming me for things i did not do and spread fake stories to the relatives . How can you said i've stole your things even you do not see I'm wearing it or bring it at home or saw me steeling them in front of your eyes? How can you call me a slut, when you don't even know what your daughter and sons doing outside there and before your youngest son knew me? I do know what are they doing , more terrible than ME! How can you call me a gold-digger when you don't even know who feed your son out there when he really don't have money ? how can you guys call me a liar when you guys already know it was true . Because of you dirty mind makes me all messed up . and how shameful you guys call me a "kafir" when I was GOD's creation who also create you guys . It is really painful you know ! I'm a human, I do have feelings .
"YOU GUYS NEVER KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE"
Uhhh, I can't describe anymore how much we both hurt because of you guys . I respect you guys at first but when it come to this, it is hard for me to return the respect back to you guys .
"Motto : Giving my respect who respect me"
Just hate us and leave us alone ! Don't ever try to make us apart ! I really sad when I saw how 'they' threat 'him' really unfair . Hope 'he' will more successful than 'you guys' . And of course 'you guys will REGRET it ! I mean a lot ! I swear ! Only God know what we've really going through for the past 1 year 2 months .
"NO ONE KNOWS"