Goodbye BestBuddy :(




Dear Jessica,

Do you know how much we shocked about your sudden quit yesterday? And guess what, we both eliz were the last persons who know and believe about your decision quitting here and choosing SPA's Nursing course offer at Kolej Kesihatan Kuching . How cruel you not talking to us first before making this unreasonable desicion :( . Sedih ni Jes . Have no idea walking down the hills, going back to hostel on that evening will be our last being together here at UPM and you not even giving a slightly clue to us. Menangis kamiorg kmrin jes . Ingatkan PORTUGAL jak y akan mengecewakan sy bila da kalah dgn SPAIN . Tak sangka kmu menggandakan lagi kesedihan sy . Tau tak kmi escape kelas amali pegi GIATMARA then pegi makan KFC buang stress sbb kmu pergi tanpa hug, tanpa salam, tanpa 'NOTHING' . 

Putra Camp 2011

Kmi jalan tinggal dua org bukan bertiga lagi . Eli tiada teman kalu sy lmbt bgun pegi kuliah . Grouping pun kmu da takda lagi (T^T) .  Sedih sgt tauuuu . Really sad things knowing you were not around us anymore . Gpun, we are almost there . We were in 5th sem now and less than 10months we will graduating together . Pastu ko smbung lah mana2 institusi pengajian y ada . Kalau nak jadi nurse pun blh tnpa SPA tuh . Ambil nursing degree trus . Weather this is your choice or families's choice, IDK . We can't argue more jes and can't force you to keep stay here in UPM  if  you think this is the right thing . Future ni daling . You decide it . For me, its never too late for you to come back again here . We still hoping you change your mind . 

Raya 1st sem
Apa-apa pun dengan perasaan marah and keciwa nih , hope the very best for you in the future . Saya sebagai kawan hanya mmpu memberikan nasihat, padangan n doa supaya kmu trus success . Saya xtau lagi bila dpt jumpa kmu *OMG mo nangis :( . Remember us always . Jangan smpi kmu tak ingat kmi lagi bila sdh dpt kawan bru nnt . Check2 lah fb n rajin2 lah kacau2 status kmkorg . OK? Bye Jes . Hope to see you really soon . 





Our Anniversary

Kinda rotten but it's still fresh in my mind . See the 'News head'? hee . Yeap, entry this time about our 1 year 2 month anniversary being together on last 7th june and what interesting about it , we celebrate this precious date at MIRI TOWN!

Yeay for us :D

Every 7th day, this date will be our 'counting' day to be blessed and remembered each other . Usually we just celebrate it by saying or having dinner together . This time it different . I plan it purposely as I back to Bintulu to take my 5th sem so why not I book a ticket to Miri and staying for one night . So, I told my father to book a ticket for me on 7th june as an excuse "tiket MAS mahal"  . Yeah, I know *evil me :P . 

On our way having dinner to One Station Cafe  

I love him and of course he love me too :D . We having a very great time together and planned to celebrate our next anniversary at Sibu . Amen, hopefully :) 

Sit for a while and SNAPPING . Penat bah kmorg round Bintang Plaza . 

Wonderful moment for both of us . God bless both of us dear . P/s I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :*


About LOVE and SENSE

Actually I want to share some of my excitement and happy moment for the past 3 months since I last updated this blog but unfortunately, I found something that really made me pissed off and felt so unfair .

 "God, please make me right and sorry for hating them"


Okey, it's fine if you guys hate me but please don't hate "him" because of me . And 1 more thing I don't even understand why you guys really hate that much !? You call me a slut, thief, a gold-digger, a liar, a "kafir" . Blaming me for things i did not do and spread fake stories to the relatives . How can you said i've stole your things even you do not see I'm wearing it or bring it at home or saw me steeling them in front of your eyes? How can you call me a slut, when you don't even know what your daughter and sons doing outside there and before your youngest son knew me? I do know what are they doing , more terrible than ME! How can you call me a gold-digger when you don't even know who feed your son out there when he really don't have money ? how can you guys call me a liar when you guys already know it was true . Because of you dirty mind makes me all messed up . and how shameful you guys call me a "kafir" when I was GOD's creation who also create you guys . It is really painful you know ! I'm a human, I do have feelings . 
                               
                                            "YOU GUYS NEVER KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE"

Uhhh, I can't describe anymore how much we both hurt because of you guys . I respect you guys at first but when it come to this, it is hard for me to return the respect back to you guys . 

                                                   "Motto : Giving my respect who respect me" 

Just hate us and leave us alone ! Don't ever try to make us apart ! I really sad when I saw how 'they' threat 'him' really unfair . Hope 'he' will more successful than 'you guys' . And of course 'you guys will REGRET it ! I mean a lot ! I swear ! Only God know what we've really going through for the past 1 year 2 months .

                                                                 "NO ONE KNOWS"